Well, there have been some bumps in the road of life since my last post. But everything seems to turn out just fine - even if my planned birthday party will be postponed until next summer (better with the weather anyway :-)
I noticed that I put myself under too much pressure to reach the goal so I sat back, breathed and slowed down. Feels much better and more relaxed.
Things look pretty now and I can enjoy the smallest success.
Above all - I'm entering a new dimension - got my pension approval certificate two days ago. Yeah! Winter can come - doesn't scare me.